August.2.2008 19:49(7:49pm)
I'm sick of all this dilly dally games. Annoyed with all the same shit. Fed up with hearing the same things over and over again. I am ready for something new, a change and I demand that it start now... That being said, I've got expectation for you as you do for me. If you want me to let you know how I am doing, and how things are with me. I want you to do the same. I understand that you are busy, but once in a while a phone call would be decent, or you picking up you phone would be just as good. All those years that you kept saying over and over again that you wished for that I never understood what you were feeling. Now I do, and I do have to admit. Its no trip through the park on an early morning. We've both got to do a few things for one another. Even if those things aren't all that much. It would appear that I have a massive soft spot for you, because no matter how many time we have a fight, I keep letting you in my life. The same thing could be said for you. These past few days have been the absolute worse. I've wondered often, are you ok, and what is going on. Never have you been one to no get on messenger, and never have you been one not to answer your phone. At least not when I am the one calling. Are you ok?November.4.2008
Just a few thoughts, I don't like obama. Also, about my last entry, forget it. Its nothing now, no need to even think about that train... its a wreck, and has no meaning anylonger. Like is good, I am happy and my son is happy, thats all that matters.
Also, anderica= stupid people if they elect obama... Seriously!!! >.>
